³check it it is what it is reguardless I loose enough sleep over my concious I just wanted to still wish all my enemies and so called, when they need ya otherwise dont come around at all a very merry Christmas from me too yours an thanks to the good lord to of course for the blessing to be able to create this song And also always there to catch me when I'd fall after all yall had caused me to fall, maybe even had my back against the wall or when none of yall didn't try to help me at all............. but that alight ;thats okay it's fine by me if cool with yall either way, it's still a damn shame; none yall really new me any damn way does not ever mean or make a shit just like when ; all of yall were tryin to mess me up and shit playing games with My head teating like a trick thinking that Im stupid or somethin an some of yall jerks be hurt emotions making me feel like a damn pain pill prescription that you only get to take as needed merry Christmas to me o boy! All these problems yall be causing and all this unnecessary drama that I shouldn't of let ever become my problem an should had long ago started walking has got me constantly isolating from all this loneliness then didn't take it very long and a light bulb in my head turned on none of yall really even know me to begin to be given any kind ratin need mind your own an leave me and mine alone an not to mention that i want wish also to all the one ever did me wrong an everyone who has in the past treated me like a plague or that i had a disease unless I was benefiting those ones theni didt ever any of em the rest of the time, yall be hurrying up rushing to get away from me given me excuses like I wouldn't notice then yall g o t the nerve to walk around with a quirky smile all the while and don't have the slightest clue I see right through all this bullshit But Merry Christmas yall hypacrites yalls actions show speak louder thand and amount of words cause even as I go to start talk yall m fuckin eyes start to begin rolling telling me also letting me know how none of yall can stand me let alone even hear me speak but it's OKay I'm no longer in misery and also no longer need yalls companyth I really sincerely mean it merry Christmas from me to to hope yall have a good one with lots of love and then some This is what have on my wishlist and really do wish you all the best hope yall have a wonderful Christmas i Don't need anything As of today except ro make sure that I send this out to everyone of yall expressing my feelings tryin to make some amends thats been a long time in the making Send all my blessings and best holiday wishes to all yall to have a merry Christmas an make clean & clear slate remembering not to sweat the little things making my own music about how iv done been put through it considering the circumstances yall still get what yall all want ;yall win because yall all are blessed to not have to tolerate me none this christmas holiday but as so am I to blessed to be able to create something like this In under 30 minutes what's is that you say what has got me thinking this crazy messed up way just like I said, yall never knew me in the first damn place I'm not trying to push religion on nobody so hope none; take it that way ; in no way My God's got me don't yall worry and will along the route no more stressing bout which one of yall is out to get me. Again merry fucking Christmas I'm my opinion I'd rather just listen to my invisible friend an give yall my blessing an just take what ever comes my way cause in God I trust very much so we wish you a very Christmas Holiday! i was always surrounded by so many yet so very lonley in this world in which we are livin people be fakein it to make it like a damn chameleon that adapts to its environment and damn near about drive man in to early retirement run an hide his face ashamed in disgrace used and mistaken Has left me to star thinking I'll just make my go ahead an make my amends begin to do some heavy prayin and most definitely doing alot of forgivin cause I damn sure dont want to let them be my reason and most certainly not my fucking excuse for me not making it to heaven , all because I just had to make it even well that's not my way of thinking an damn straight sure in tha hell not the crop I want to ever be reapin nor the bed fonor the bed iv made due to possibilities that one day very soon i might would have to lay uh Unuhauh no sir yal gravely mistaken this holiday season all for one 1⃣ one for all do bad for good causes an harm none but take no shit Iv got my eyes up in tha skies an then i begin to cry so warm and bright it brought tears to eyes how thankful I am to be alive and for my invisible friend up their in the sky for always being by my side never forsaken me or stabbing me in the back for me fallen off track and most importantly helping me bounce back with confidence that iv never had to face my fear try to rap the lyrics that i write out or make tha beats and sound that you are hearing right now So for fortune reference it is what it is what has been; has been just stop tha fronting and get to stepping if all u wanna to do is grab ahold and take control of my entire being like a puppet on a string and keep a bitch locked away in a o cabinet or we are bout to be scrappin low and behold that , I do know cause my God said so I know he put me here for a purpose an that wouldn't send me to be worthless and trying to tell me otherwise would be pointless I know ,he knows my worth unlike all of yall only get a call from ya if I can be of some benefit to yall it's damn shame though cause I'm end up still all alone writing these songs linking my speakers to my phone hoping everybody hears my words crystal clear just how my invisible friend has brought me here To express how I feel And all thanks to something invisible that did really half ass try to care somewhere up their in the higher realm so If I may , say it will be ;what it will be I just will stand tall against the ones trying to cater to my fall cause yall all already done made me see yall trying ruin me so iv got a reputation iv gotta keep and keep moving I'm taking that leap An get music in theses streets count my lucky stars And do good for the greater cause Helping all who ever hurt me mentally physically emotionally be a better human being weaving in my future richness it is what it Is an wish yall so called family and my enemies all A Merry Christmas from me -STEPHANIE C From: Westmoreland TN, USA on: 12/16/2023