Memories

Darkness, overcoming me, Memories ain't like they used to be... I don't remember the me I used to see... I'm still me, but not the same me... Pain cutting, cutting deep... Blood shinning though the bandage as it starts to seep... Reaching for that sunny day, of yesterday... Just another memory dimming out to fade away... Reset, my best bet, I tried hard, but it ain't happened yet... Giving all my love to those who don't love me back... Stress making life feel like a heart attack... Running blind, in the dark, forgetting all I learned when I had my spark... Falling hard...look around, I'm on the wrong track... Push on... I trip up... The pain hurts, it hurts worse, Look for a hand to hold, feeling lonely, feeling cold... That memory has gotten old... Love gone, for the last time, don't feel a thing as the drugs take hold... Numb my heart and brain like Novacane... Pain fades away to another day, but it ain't gone away... Forgot what the things I had to say, to get you to stay, before all these memories fade away... Another day, lost yesterday... I tried to catch it in the words I say... What will it be like, on that final day... Will the ones who loved me, in their final say, honor my memory, with all things I never got to say? See me in the words unspoken, never enough to be unbroken, All the the memories are gone from my head, the light is out, the pain has end... Never a thing for me to amend, Left alone, my body is cold... Memory lives in those who watched me tear me apart, piece by piece, till the last thing to destroy was my heart... Left alone, when I needed a hand, when I needed a friend... Lost forever, sent adrift... The journey of this life and its fragility... Is now gone from my memory. Cms-🍒🥧