suicide

tear after tear my eyes so swollen this pain I feel I don't wanna be here call me whatbubwant I've been judged my whole fucken life I hate men always fuck with my mind suicide I just wanna die a million bricks on my shoulders I'm lost and alone I've cried for help no one hears they don't really care selfish childish dumb bitch whore slut every thing but I love u comes out ur mouth actions speak louder than words God I can't describe my hurt its like I have to show them to make them fucken believe this pain my anxiety I've lost everything why be alive and belike this I rather be dead money doesn't buy love all I asked was is ir time and once again I sit alone in the dark crying thinking many ways to take my life I don't deserve this he'll whybu put me through it it doesn't matter even if u heard this song u would say stupid bitch im so broken I can't be fixed here today gone tomorrow ill be the only one at my .funeral