Fallin Angels-Iam just Another nigga With no Hope..i Asked God for Help but He was Like "nope" So maybe I'll just Hang myself At the End of This rope...cuz I was Being mean To my Mom...i Guess i Forgot where I came From..i Forgot that I need Her cuz The rest Of my Family just Calls me A bum...I should Go and Check myself In a Mental hospital...I kinda Wanna stay Alive but I dont Know if Its possible....I made Some evil Choices now Iam out Here losing It, running and Hearing evil voices...I have To carry This gun Cuz ppl And things Wont stop Touching me...When will They stop Hating me? When will Someone start Loving me? I lost My kokum...Shes the One that Raised me...Shes the Only one That came Running and Tried to Save me...I dont Know why Ppl are So mean...Cuz i Was always So nice...kinda...I guess for being That way You have To pay A price...trying ta...They try Telling me Not to Believen Jesus but I know That he Died for Us and I really Need him...They be Trynna tell Me twice But no...i Dont believe Em...i Be trynna Be christian Or catholic Or something...Idk wtf To be...I just Wanna turn To God cuz The devil Be trynna Fck with Me....my Name is Tash Favel i Always knew That everyone Was gunna Know me...i Just didnt Know that That these Niggaz were Gunna start Killin me Slowly...i Been locked Up for So many Years and They dont Even know That i Shed so Many tearz....I only Say that Cuz tupac Was my Insperation...idk Why God had To come And take Him....i Guess that What a Fallin angel Is....i Dont think They even Know what An angel Is...they Just be Evil and They be Dangerous...last Week i Put a Shot gun In my Mouth and Only real G's will Know what That was About....but I couldnt Pull the Trigger...hey...What do you Figger? Iam out here on the sreet and iam homeless...these mfs Dont even Know what Alone is....Iam fckn broke And iam Fckn dopeless...and Just Like pac Said iam Fckn hopeless - my sis got locked up...we was together everyday...i never thought you would go away...now I'm at court...crying to the judge...asking if you could stay...But I ain't A snitch So what Else can I say.....i never thought that these drugs would really fuck up my brother bugs...hes not the same but I'll always remember the way that he was...been confined for such a long time...now that Iam finally free...somethings wrong with my mind....i was an angel but I fell....all we can do is scream and yell....cuz the life we lived had all the money and stuff but it was still hell...after all these years it starts to show on your face cuz your always stressed out and worried...looking out for your niggas cuz you would hate to see another one burried...straight anxiety and no luck...maybe thats why Iam always drunk....fck it...i do it for the thrills but the doctor keeps saying I should take my pills....Iam Still out Here shaking My ass For these dollar bills...but whatever...feeling sorry for yourself is bad for your health...like I said...i was an angel but I fell...TashFavel