S**t is not addin up I got no time for pretending They say the truth is ending Forgive me for my sinning I ain't afraid to let them know that I'm winning But I can't stop thinking Now my brain is shrinking And I'm all up inside my mind I'm not a human being I got my eyes glued to the ceiling Don't nobody want to see me I got my own legacy You see me doing the same thing Don't be deranged if you don't know what youre seeing And if you want to stop me I came from nothing to something did not have a major advance did it all with no warning You think I'm kidding but i'm out for my money I got a couple of hundreds I ain't never have nothing I just had a dream I wasn't too high I was selling dope getting some knowledge ain't know what to tell but I was afraid of heights And be a goat to a snake that chased by the vultures I had to pray my price I put my phone down just to flex my life I had to get it back again cause I was playing with ice told them I wasn't that nice I don't play myself right it's hard to decipher bad vibes Until they got fed by dykes But they made me stop rapping and they turn out the lights I got them all trapped in the pen And I'mma send your whole a*s through the wind I keep my eyes open I don't know how the f**k did this b******t happen Looking for a reaction from me rappin But I aint never lacking I ain't even have a pot to p**s in Then I realized I had a mess of regrets So I relapsed and tasted it for respect Then it happened to me when I was on the other side of the fence I was left to defend it then I guess Then I bought me a benz I looked back at the time and I realized it makes sense I was the mad kid at a time and no regrets Not even a moment to pull the audience Before I get bigger I sit with the wrong ones I used to listen to drums About to live your life like a king I got an instrument to spit in your eardrums And disregard all the reasons I shoot the gift like a sniper flicking the picture perfectly Now I got a magnificent moment for all of the bad ones my friends turn to dust My money is a must I will never rust cause I can f**k with all the haters I lust I'm the hottest out this cold game I'm the only one I trust So I'm probably gon' bite the dust I'm hoping that I don't get judged I'm starting to feel loved By the critics that be bumpin And none of us left in the world to be touched It's the twist of the punch I'ma twist you up And I be flippin the tongue like lip of a skunk And I'm like cristal and rum I don't need a light to shine but bright when I'm drunk as f**k My insides were clear as f**k Got me so stuck in the rut We go through the motions And we make it happen once we walk through the door I promise you don't want it no more This is what you gon' have and what you be looking for I hope you keep going backwards You feel like you deserve to be somebody acting I'm so sick of rappin I hate it it happens I f**k off and think about the magic I can only tell it once Nothing but the finest ones Divine but yet when the glory comes I got the money and the power son How about some unconditional love Like a Diamond in the ruff The only difference is I was never in the rush