Its true that i do like to do things a certain way, I am Determined to stay on the right path and never stray, but I never stay with the same routine everyday, I try not to blurt what I say so i dont sound completely and utterly mundane whenever im hurt or ever vain growing in pain with my thoughts just not flowing the same, going insane I pray for the lords strength to help me maintaine my mainframe and to stay tame, it was hard for me back in 03' when I had a steering problem, veering into a house and seeing eye to eye with the streering column when i almost came close to robbing my boy robs life and bein the reason I caused him to be in so much pain, me and him were two peas in a pod our personalities and similarities basically the same, him needing the jaws of life, reconstructive surgery and in an induced coma for 90 days with a tube down his throat and screws in his brain, givin a 90% chance of not livin it was hard to sustain I almost got 6 to 9 years in prison I still feel ashamed, owning the blame of my boy forever being changed, Now if I ever go BERSERK then i try and stay inside so no one gets caught in the way of my cross fire or SMOKE from my CARBON MONOXIDE, word of ADVICE for you JERKS dont try and start a WAR I'll leave you RAW with no HYDROGEN PEROXIDE to CLEAN your WOUNDS, Ive got a DULE EXHAUST of a mouth always ready to DULE and DUKE it OUT AFTER I fire back and pop off like a BACKFIRED TAIL PIPE loud enough to CRACK a TRACK in HALF or IMPALE and SLICE anyone going against my WORD of ADVICE,NOTHING NICE killing anyone slacking off when I spit or talk bringing the WRATH if THATS what I GOTTA DO FOR YOU PAY THE PRICE THATS WHAT IT HAS TO COST YOU'LL still BE Taking a LOSS KID even though I'VE JUST LOST IT FROM being so OVERLY TIRED and EXHAUSTED from my THOUGHTS that are CONSTANTLY being FIRED inside of my HEAD with CROSSED WIRES STAYING up to late LAYING awake with THOUGHTS that keep racing CONSTANTLY and RAIL me BACKWARDS like a LIAR DECEIVING BUT I'm still able to keep it REALLY REAL that's JUST ME ACHIEVING, I try to INSPIRE to be HONEST with MYSELF and EVERY ONE ELSE I have ALOT of TRUTH to TELL, ALWAYS in PURSUIT of the TRUTH and RIGHT NOW I think the WORLDS DEALING with LUCIFER HIMSELF on the BRINK of DESTRUCTION so I'm THINKING FUCK IT GOD please FORGIVE me for all of my SINS as I start to go in on these IGNORANT KIDS talking NON SENSE like they're BROKER then I AM and I'm INDIGENT without a POT to PISS in not even a FRYING PAN, but I'll still FRY A MAN on a track who TRIES MY HAND, even with my HANDS TIED BEHIND MY BACK I'LL still DEVISE a PLAN to RISE and ATTACK, skies the LIMIT once I'm up THERE AFTER I'VE RISEN I'm never COMING BACK DOWN NOT TO this WAY of LIVING its TIME to REACH FOR my DREAMS and ACHIEVE my VISION, SO MANY BARS in my HEAD BECAUSE MY BRAINS A PRISON, UNITED WE STAND DEVIDED WE FALL, REMEMBER THAT NEXT TIME YOU COME TRY TO PLAY BALL we're Stronger together so if we have to unite to fight swallow our pride and fight whoevers not on our side on sight and remain standing tall