hurtful thoughts

Hurtful thoughts stuck inside my head Sometimes feel like am already dead When I go to bed There's a demon in my head My mind is hangin on by one little thread It reminds me of my failure Every stupid thing I said can't do this by myself Too scared to ask for help Every second getting wipped by a mental belt Every time I try and stop it It grows back again My mind is stuck inside a little pen Every time I wake up I'm dreadin the day cus I know that am gunna have to pay Why does life have BE so mean I used to be someone who was always keen Now all I wanna do is not be seen Hurtful thoughts stuck inside my head Sometimes I feel like am already dead