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as I continue searching for the best possible installation to change my current situation got to remember to be ample to set the example fighting like I'm Rambo to achieve the most important goal I'm no longer taking polls on my flows I stand as a man on my ten toes and I now understand to get out of this quick sand i got to grap the door and get a grip that does not slip so slowly i will be re established with this astounding talent that is becoming increasingly well rounded as my feet are in the perfect foundation from which I'm architecturally redesigning the way my mind drops these nuclear explosion ofⁿ0909 rhymed timed lyrical lifetime storyline that has defined my growth into the leo that was a zero to the roaring lion one of a kind refined brain that used to drive me insane .now that I'm not going to withstrain from challenges I have been working through in my brain got break free from. the chains I've locked my self down in my head with and tear down the prison walls I also seem to of installed when I was trying to run from it all .looking back to the situations that has me now in this particular transition intowhole nother faze to change my ways by looking at the man in the mirror and declaring to my self that all the pain shame came from me not allowing myself to change as the world did around me I was just clowning that led to many night crying and frowning with a gun to my head to erase all the things that seemed to multiply ever-increasing as if dogs were feasting on my body that was slowly decreasing in the reasons to stay alive thanks to God I'm alive and I don't just survive I know tha I can provide a way for others like myself to express the way they feel without getting erased by there own hand I will not allow myself to stop fighting against suicide to provide the reasons people are asking God for to stay alive and to the 3-1 father son and holy ghost I triumph in the blood of the lamb as a servant unto the lord so begin reading the Bible and get spirituality to be the new reality to bringing doubt to execution to replace the illusion with a restoration for a life that will be amazing qq