i don't really know what I'm holding on for what I gotta show for 23 years on this earth nothing but record what's worse that I've never lived on my own or that I don't know what a home is coz I close all the curtains shut me out I don't need help coz I been helped and I still see doubt coming out seeping threw the seems as a human being I could leave and it wouldn't be tragic maybe for a minute but they would handle in the end after the candles gone out look at me now and pick me apart so many different peices where ta start from the heart I don't know what's worse always living off of someone else's worth or being fed and feeling guilty coz I ain't done nothing for the cookies this a treat I needa wipe my feet before I enter the facility's coz there's a lotta weeds in my boots I'm growing with nothing new am I'm growing or is that truth. I stoop so low when I'm feeling fucking shit I can't help it I don't needa a hand no I needa fuckin outfit. coz I'm fucking helpless. I needa outlet and this the best that I get. so I when I say this shit I really mean every part of what write. get a grip they say little nigga it's okay little nigga, but my shits just bigger than I thought my overwhelming thoughts just cross over path get mixed when I'm trynna be this I'm trynaa be dif. Def. got the spliff. lit that up pour a drink in my cup and pour it out for the niggaz gone south. r.i.p ta ma homies deceased my brothers never let up get up get bread up never sit down, turn that frown around and get it cracking don't ever get caught lackin. never akin, what you see is what you get. I'm a g but I'm not a threat. I been around the next killers. the drug dealers and I just figure yeah