Trying to get lost in my poetry ... Wishing someone would come smoke with me ... I got the weed and you can smoke for free... I just want someone to notice me ... They trying to take my only seed.. so ill never see what he grows to be .... A father i am supposed to be... They took my son an completely broken me.. These tears are fucking Soaking me ... My opps steady provoken me .. Coping by Speaking of my pain openly. My pain is like a rope to me ... this pain is fuckin chokin me ... I lost everyone to drugs ... When i started drugs it was cause the lack of a lover... My baby mother only loved to watch me suffer.. And the only person to show me love was my druggy brother... So To show love we gave drugs to each other... this pain is dope to me .... Pop another pill feel real again.. I dropped the needle to weild a pen.... Some of my lyrics will offend... I am from a race of realer men... If she smell like fish I release her when I reel her in.... Ask a savage were the killers been.. He just said they been killen em.. [Yeah this pain is like a fuckin rope to me ...] ....(scream this part) x2 getting high off of pain... its like its dope to me... Probably cause yall took all my hope from me... And yall hoped it would have broken me... You must be fuckin jokin me ...i honestly thrive when im alone.. ya see.. I just wish i had someone to be alone with me ...Id give anything for a loyal queen to set on the throne with me .... And get stoned with me ... Sometimes i think everyone is tryin to make sure im depressed ... Some people assure im the worst.. but im sure im the best... You can feel my words.. probably cause i say em with my chest ... I cant remember the last time i was blessed ... Lately ive just been sleep deprived and stressed ... This pain is like a rope to me .... high off of pain..it´s like its dope to me