WHO I SET OUT TO BE

every day i just try to be the man that I set out To be Make everybody Proud of Me that doubted try to keep the demons OUT of Me ITS A CONSTANT battal for Me and it's never gana end it always comes back Again And I stand and I fight with my strength and my might NO matter how hard I Try I can't make it bye I always give in when will it end When will i learn To block out The voices to make better choices not disappointed in my self to the ones that are close I NO IT hurts u The must i see Pain iN ur eyes- my self I despise I don't think they realize outside looking IN where they've never been i know that they Think I Just don't give a fuck I just donT fuckin care I don't wana chang its always the same I'm taking the blame this much is true fucking things up is all that i do after all that i've done after all of my sin Im praying that Gods still gana let me get in