Dont call me when you need me

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I don’t get why people always come to me With their problems As if I asked for them to lay it on me Yeah I said I’m here if you need me But maybe I should have explained what I mean, see Because it seems like you need me all the time. But not when I’m asking for your time They come to me with plans And you know I always agree Again and again Just for them to never bring it up again Say they busy and wish they made time for me But I see you posting picture getting drinks And at concerts like geeez They cancel on me Like damn why wasn’t I invited? A reason is a reason And an excuse is an excuse How many excuses have I gave you? How many times have i pulled up ? Did you ever pull up on me, like even once? Not because you needed me to babysit Not because you needed to take from me But for you to actually wanna come vibe with me? Yeah granted you get high with me But not if i can’t drive you see, You want me to drive you all around town Not even offering to help a sista out You pull out more than $300 Talking bout I had a good day But only give a bitch $5 because you know, hey my bihh know I got her I tell you Im running out of gas It’s not like you’re gonna Bother I’m doing you favors on fumes No one actually cares how I’m doing Or what I do As long as they can get something Anything from me The moment I say no The calls stop The texts on seen Now all of a sudden I’m so mean Maybe I’m fake Since all of a sudden I wanna shake The thoughts you had about using me. Naah you see that’s what I did to me When I tell people to call me when they need me No, call me when you want me Because I’m tired of being needed. If the conditions are not met You go ghost and I just sit. Sit thinking what did I do wrong Maybe I should have just stayed strong Maybe I should be a better friend Even in my darkest moments I face them alone Not one friend will pull up at my home so Naaaah I’m not going to manipulate myself Ignoring my own mental health Trying to help Putting everyone feelings before my own Realizing there’s not heart in this home. I gave it all away piece by piece I let them walk out with a piece of me Knowing I will never see it again I still trusted they were my friend That maybe they could give me a piece of theirs while they take mine but instead I’m Left with nothing but my own mental peace Knowing I was the best friend I could be Helps me sleep well at night knowing that I helped somebody else’s life But the moment I realized you aren’t good for me Don’t be offended When I feel like I got what I need Leave you on seen Don’t go painting me like the villain Now that your feelings are hurt Because it seems like that’s how it goes You give and they take Then they leave you alone So if you need me please leave me alone I only want people who wants me Who calls me cuz they thought of me Pull up because they missed me Smoked with me because they love the talk with me Plan to grow with me Even if you busy make time for me Because I make time For the people I love And I won’t accept anything but.

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Saimone 💋

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3 years ago

👑CaLiFrEsH👑

3 years ago

This is horrible god dang quit already !!!