I feel this pain going through my body everyday like a jacket sword piercing through my chest I feel like death is getti

I feel this pain going through my body everyday like a jacket sword piercing through my chest I feel like death is getting closer but I know my Lord is still my savior so I dropped to my knees and pray while I'm holding on my Rosario asking for forgiveness for all my bad since trying to make it better try to be a better man trying to be a better man