seems the summers here, I'm on my Willie Nelson on the road again, you been thinking that I'm selfish you use to me spending, order up the shellfish I'm not there attending feeling border line helpless hoping that I'm faithful, you call me five times a day coping is so painful, i hear your calls when we pray scolding all the angels, if i fall please make a way to hold me in your halo before the lonely summer fades i never thought the distance ever be an issue with you gone it's different, for better terms, i miss you long nights got me bitter, little earned, feeling misused graveyards full of litter, so the work must continue heat got me running OT like a track meet the streets got me fumbling, no league for an athlete hope my feet stay under me, my heart bleeds with a half beat last time you was under me, i planted trees with a black seeds summer days are long keep holding on let that seed germinate, we can start a family next set the record straight and show you what a man can be history awaits and it's playing with my sanity I'm gonna miss some dates, please grant me some amnesty God has handed me, temptation vs. conscious forget what they be saying, stop fueling all the gossip always trust the process, cleaning out my closet dont take it outta context, no reasoning with nonsense you probably up all night, inducing your insomnia never hide your light by thinking that you not enough grasp your pillow tight, tears slide from your cornea it's a constant fight, but i know that my shawty tough don't give up, September's that not far away when summer leaves, i can hold you in the autumn days whenever you in need, always know I'm just a call away I can vent your grief, and free you from the summer haze