Chaotic good disturbing imagery's been a threat not sure what's gotten into me Sometimes it's like my mind's possessed Intrusive thoughts with malign designs I'm always trying to supress Align and combine inside my head Instead Been trying to be a better person Yet I seem to keep my better version subverted Can't avert my mind from myself Though sometimes I'd like to desert it Concerted learning in reworking my purpose to convert this disturbance From a curse to a service It's called giving a fuck about what deserves it Instead of getting fucked by what's nothing but worthless Plead the fifth if you wish but I only need a second dialect's chosen trial by fire that's my outspoken message Some surmise that I'm hiding Trite sheepish detectives Trying to decode a deception But if they're hunting for lying (lion) They should seek their reflection Bunch of heated freaking pussies Could be, cause pride's a bit of a bitch yikes Time is my nemesis yes it is my enemy Slowly dying while trying to find my energy I know eventually this life will pass me by So I want to leave something that lasts behind No closure to grasp at once enclosed within a casket My past yet to be totally classified As passed, yet I grasp at why mine's passing by Like I'm a pacifist at passing time You think you're outstanding I think that's outlandish You can't even stand doubt let alone handle this bandwidth Let's just be candid you're overdue for plan switch folks whine wanting to know why I'm so imperious most times Hit the open mouths gawking with this clothes line Jaws dropping they can't handle my trajectory Hands full tangibly mauling maws like mandibulectomy Bitches act like I'm delirious for having facts back my rhymes Trying to downplay my knowledge after asking for advice Because it openly acknowledges what's actually right over what's gas and what's hype like Lord knows I'm impatient So I won't waste away waiting For someone who only chose me Just for their own validation Oh no I don't hate them And I won't give them full blame when They go and treat me with hate But hey, at least I can say this: it's true I'm an open book But to misinterpret my words Then blame me for your rage when You barely bothered to look At the context inscribed within its pages Is clearly absurd Though since it inspired this creation I guess it's kind of excellent Like a blessing in disguise right? Shouldn't let this slip like excrement yes even shit can fertilize minds So instead of 4 letter expletives to reciprocate hate paid in kind Suppose I'll offer 4 words of grace when I just say this: thanks for your time ~Jduhbb (Justin Farrow)