lost and lonely

I'm still discovering me I'm lost and lonely nobody wants to know me and I just want to grow me enormously massive but the trick is to remain passive and live a lavish life no lies no disguise I won't hide in the shadows any more it's time to explore starting on or fours learn how to crawl before im allowed to walk I know how to talk the talk and walk the walk I was once on all 4s but now I'm standing tall I'm at the top with no where to fall I've had it all money cars girls and more I could finally afford dior but I was a evil spawn I was above the law or so I thought rolling to fast and I got court some mf dobbed me in there on the wrought next day in the court room the jury's looking at me like I'm guilty hanging there heads in gloom already I'm thinking they have me tuned like I'm dumb and never new see they sentenced me to 22 oowee good bye life I lose my wife I hope my kids will be alright I spent the whole night thinking in my new dome my cell wishing i wasnt aIone never had no rights but still I fight I new I was going I'm at a new low in a 10 by 10 new home I'm whistling to a new tone I wish I was allowed a mobile phone now it's like one call a week just wait for the tone now I'm not so lost and lonely just lost there's no saving me but I stood up and done what I set out to be and I done it proudly and I thank God I found me I finally found the grounding I like how this is sounding I was In need of a good hounding so from here onend I'm not playing and it's right here I'm staying I'm getting better now soon I will be slaying I just wish these songs would start paying so I can start saving I already saved me it's bank balance I want to start growing just one good song and I'm charting before to long people will start saying he's just a mere earthling that boy can sing that boy right there make him a king award that boy a ring and a palace so he can do his thing we just want to hear that boy sing