I just wanna feel free How can I care for someone else when I don’t even care for me It’s already hard to eat I spend most of my days starting at tv Wishing I could be anybody else but myself But no one understand when the dark gets darker and I feel so stuck and unaware of the pain I am causing I just hope one day when I’m gone I don’t leave it where I got it Truth is , you’re as sharp as my tooth is Strong like two fists and honestly you didn’t have to do this She had me at the first kiss Everything went from chaos to pure bliss Now it’s to good to sit with I can’t remain calm anymore She knows I hate it when she slams the front door But we both came from Trauma and that’s on our mommas Now my only goal is to focus on the commas Hopefully I can be forgiven for all the pain I’ve been causing pausing … Yeah my Brain is crazy wired Tired a couple different medications to feel inspired I feel sorry for the people in my misfires I really hope that I can be a stronger man before my life expires Hurt boys hurt girls and that’s the proposition that’s just simple addition So why momma must you leave me this way Now all the agony weighs and I can’t even look at her face I wish it could just erase from my data bass but it can’t it’s always stuck in place I wanna get better foreva Without you I never would’ve gotten this cheddar Your my crutch And I know you hate it when I talk too much So I won’t nudge My emotions have become sludge And I’m drowning in the flood I remember when people just thought I was a stud Cause I came from the mud But just thought I’d nip it in the bud I really value and appreciate your love And I don’t understood where that hurt was coming from