if I die

if I die would I still wake up where I re-side ohh would I come back where I just died just don't know why I wan know how it goes when I die when i die no one knows I don't know if I die ohh will I, realize that I just died I hear angels talking from ceilings I hear devils talking from hell I look crazy talking to my self I'm okay yeah I'm just fine I think think that I should go away for good I'm not understood I'm so hopeless this heart it's aint beating right it's like it's broken and drugs drugs been helping me even though their unhealthy my reasons I got my reasons don't wanna new place just wanna leave today just wanna leave today don't wanna live this way don't want don't want no one to see me this way.