As I sit here and think of you I feel like there’s a lot i dident do I feel so lost I’m so used to you I feel so mess up I’m loving and hating you What has it come to I mean me and you I feel like I’m caught in two different worlds Liquor in my cup I’m drowning memories Smoking loud till I get stuck on sum that is isn’t you Or get fucked up write about us how we didn’t make it Loves got me fucked up I don’t know I want to be distant I’m scared not of love but to love again So sick of scarring up so sick of not finding the one As I sit here and think of you I feel like there’s a lot i dident do I feel so lost I’m so used to you I feel so mess up I’m loving and hating you As I sit here and think of you I feel like there’s a lot i dident do I feel so lost I’m so used to you I feel so mess up I’m loving and hating you So sick of the fake love or the fake hugs from haters and snakes but I stay up and pray cause one day I believe one girl will have my matching pieces but for some reason this all seems so distant like a dream I’ll never live it to tell how good it meant to me how good I made me feel feels like it’s a hope that’s never really gunna exist please god hear me if you send me the angel I swear this time I won’t fuck up but lord I’m scared to put my walls down so I’ll keep ‘‘em up I’m a toy in lost and found that no one remembers they lost im saying I feel lost As I sit here and think of you I feel like there’s a lot i dident do I feel so lost I’m so used to you I feel so mess up I’m loving and hating you