Run away, run away, yeah From my life and this pain, yeah Pray to God for a savior Devil making me anxious Livin' life, I live dangerous I do drugs, I do lame stuff People want me to change up Fuck 'em all, run away, yeah I get by by getting high, so hurt inside I can't describe, can't tell no one So I pop pills, I cop false dreams By my design I'm self-prescribed By my design I'm well disguised Can't you see that I'm happy? Smiling me, I'm doing fine Got masked for days, I'm buying time For my demise (yeah) Don't mind me, just cruising by Getting closer Death will be my closure, so just let me die Might as well have been in FBI I'm living double lives Papa wants a doctor But I'm out here selling lies Oh geez, I might OD Get my corpse found by my OG's Whole block wake up to the siren Getting questioned by the police Reasons why I left; 'Cause I felt like nobody to these phonies Crying at my funeral These bitches acting like they know me [?] my friend, my homies Have fun thinking that you owe me You know who you are You made up a promise then ignored me That's the last time I'll get hurt I'm gon' have fun in purgatory, yeah Run away, run away, yeah From my life and this pain, yeah Pray to God for a savior Devil making me anxious Livin' life, I live dangerous I do drugs, I do lame stuff People want me to change up Fuck 'em all, run away, yeah Paralyzed Para- para- paralyzed Crutches for my defects, call that shit a pair of lies Every night I pray to the wrong ones for my paradise One more- one more hit for Seppi Watch me risk it Roll the dice He got by by getting high My best friend was hurt inside But we couldn't see through him, nobody knew it His family didn't and friends were clueless Like, what the fuck was I supposed to do? How was I to know you weren't cool? Every night getting so fucked up 'Til one day you never woke up, fuck you I hate you for it, left me here alone Heartbroken with no support No one left that can relate no more Today I called just to hear your voice And it's gonna be a long road home Without my homie by my side Can't sleep at night, sometimes I cry I pray to God and ask him why Why the fuck did he die? Why didn't you take me? I can't even breathe The funeral is on Sunday And I don't know if I can see him I put shoes on, a black suit on Then I leave my place Today's the day, and no pun intended My best friend is asleep at a wake Run away, run away, yeah From my life and this pain, yeah Pray to God for a savior Devil making me anxious Livin' life, I live dangerous I do drugs, I do lame stuff People want me to change up Fuck 'em all, run away, yeah Paralyzed Para- para- paralyzed Crutches for my defects, call that shit a pair of lies Every night I pray to the wrong ones for my paradise One more- one more hit for Seppi Watch me risk it Roll the dice