impatient

that's me nigga tryan ignore the voice telling me I'm not gonna change from all the mess ma internal image so dark some opaque shit is stuck on my face I know it's tryan take my luck I'm in the mess no where to seek for my help no one knows except the God above hope he forgives me coz he knows wat I'm through I know destiny is designed i ain't go worry so much for wat world hater put up for distraction maybe one day I thank my self for not giving up on a mission 3years ago I made a decision I know I sound like crazy and illusional ma plans so flexible, inevitable I sound insensible,non profitable got spirits running on my head privately secretly I'm scared of the ref everyone gonna keep their ears deaf last month got a brother dead wats up with incidents,accidents is it only us who make mistakes on the road something bad is on the fore but we better put knees down for the Lord I know everyone gonna face problems some day me I don't which ones I will face and do I say God help through the pain ,you paid for my sins you the only one with my Hope and I know that someday I'm gonna win coz every saint got a past every sinner got a future and every looser got win someday