I don't deserve it

I'm trying to make up for my worst mistakes even when it means I'll pay with pain I don't mind that it's okay I'm in another level I can't play I'm still looking for the cheat codes to this game I'm praying to God so I won't fail but even if I fail who am I to complain even if I fall into the abyss at least I know I'll die with great dis please and good people will have a chance to live I'll learn to live in a place with no exit I sometimes get the when I don't deserve it and I'll balance with the average