im bleeding out for this mess. seeding out with nothing left. feeding doubt like a text that was forever left unread. im undead behind the tool shed. leaking red from whatchu said. our punctured bed, only left you empty from the sex. only craving whats next. grime inside to confess. you got it off your chest. you aint saving nothing. burn it till theres nothing left. ive had enough of this mess. i snap the threads with every breath. break the strings of your dress. tight my fangs upon your neck. taste the blissful kiss of death. a slice of living theft. im afraid ive failed the test. ive shattered our lives. left it a bloody wreak. i hide again with lies. im mad again i survived. forever changed behind my eyes. these blood tinged tears i cry. like a tiger without stripes. i pluck stars out the night. i eat bars for my mind. my anxiety is a ride. wonder where ill go this time? time ive spent alive. is nothing to when i die. get sucked up into my mind. in line to do time. never hit the rewind. im feeling baked and fine. ready to do some grind. like a rock i roll in time. heavy is my awful mind. rotted out from the flies. i can never simplify. just hide the high. until its my time to ride. ill survive suicide. just like i did 5 times. im not ready to die. i cant escape my mind. im tightly trapped inside. fearfully looking through my eyes. all i see is my fucked up life. im addicted to the knife. i wear my scars with pride. ive got nothing to hide.