Daddys lil boys

oh no threw the highs and the lows I really be missing my sons Jesse and Milo and I know God never gave your daddy a Halo but you're alive to change me God says so I'm getting back to my babies that's the only thing I know man son life got the best of me daddy is very sorry jesse god has put his final test on me dont worry o see you on the video eyes all blurry trust me son everyday im in a hurry to get back to you going to church cuz it hurts me too praying on my knees in the pew hey buddy if you got the answer tell me what to do your mom doesn't lnow she only hurting me and you trying to interduce the new dude trust me daddy is in no mood for real son dont evey allow yourself to go threw this type of hell i know you dont need him but jesse there trying like hell to take daddys freedom if it was up to me i would get a lawyer and beat him everyday its your smile im missing whising we could be under the same roof i feel like your mom had you took i guess if i can teach you anything is to not look shook when yhe bad guy lands a left hook im really trying to live my life by the good book they moved my queen but shhs daddy still got his rook 9-5-19 is the day i came alive the first time i held ya and looked in your eyes i cant denie it was love at first sight so with all my might and all my fight it aint the size of the dog its da bite dont worry jesse im a make it right even if it takes my life im feeling all of this pain dealing with all of this rain September 23rd is the first time i ever had too share milo you teaching me something rare i lnow at times it looks as if i dont care im lost in space i just sit and stare and wonder is you love for me still there cuz with your crictical condition daddy couldn't handle so i went missing i know im a pussy but this evil world pushed me down i cant belive sence you been home i haven't been around i lnow when you get older how they will make it sound like me and mommy didnt leave best belive it took everything in me not to go crazy not being to hold my baby this is crazy that people could be yhe evil daddy clean im off the needle but i guess im not your mother's equal just know milo my momma would never keep you from your mom cuz at the end of the no matter what they say there all wrong i just hope one day you can here this song and just know all along that with all of my heart its killing me that your grandpa grandma is keeping us apart I know its hard to understand but son this was never my plan my dad didn't raise me to be the type of man to do this stupid shit and not tske care of my kid just know both of you that this is just some fucked up shit your mother i love her and i believe she has us covered