I feel like i'm stuck inside my brain, the pain don't go away, till I drink all my problems away. The liquors hit my brain okay. I can smile now. I'm feeling like I might be a little drunk, they say go ahead get a little more drunk. It's hard to think cause I got that drink. Take a hit of weed that's really all I need. Go and get that whiskey drink. You're gonna get a bit shwasty, but it'll be okay baby. Cause it's 11am, I can get through the day now. Grab the keys, the money and the dank yuhh. I feel okay to go about my day cause no no no I don't wanna feel this pain. It's okay they say, but I can hear myself calling out your name. It's wearing off I think it's time for another drink. Just a shot of liquor, wait no it's not enough. I wanna feel like I'm tough. Depressions making me wanna give up like I'm just not enough. But when the liquor hits, I'm that straight up confident bitch. It's 11am, I can get through the day now. Grab the keys, the money and the dank yuhh. I feel okay to go about my day cause no no no I don't wanna feel this pain. It's okay they say, but I can hear myself calling out your name. It's wearing off I think it's time for another drink. I'm screaming in my head all I want is for my pain to go away. I wanna wake up and feel okay and not like I have to pour another drink. Regrets linger in my brain. I don't wanna have to rely, but then that'd be a lie. Anxiety so high. What are these emotions making all kinds of comotions.