you in my businesses. but I am not for fools, rules await, I feel it. feel the heat seethed underneath naivety uneasily gets to the best of us even so. time to step it up, step it up prepare for more prayer tears tares stares. all coming numbing touching. T-t-take fake it all. smiling shine C'mon! I'm feeling healed finally society being nice to me overseeing all we do in 2023. but I still feel this anxiety silently. crying overlying. not eating overheating. sitting all alone not owning up, never speaking, nobody ever cares. once you're gone upon the clouds over in heaven, lesson. once you get em right. then ya gotta hang on tight. It's a slow ride. greeted by rage, but it's not for stage. sure, I had it right delight was in my way. followed by greed needed more than I got commanded what I desired.tired. but I tried time and time to be like all those in their wisdom victim of my own self health crashing down as I go, nobody can stop me from breaking haunted by the past as I walk alone in these ever so passing times it's like the days fade. always find myself in my room crying all alone. as someone knocks on my door tore down with the disrespectful mental game in my way maybe. I'd be set free if not now, then when? I'm always thinking im better than. some one free me god! this trap every single day. people look at me as a hater, but i ain't sticking around to find out the worst thing, but I' m too scared to face anyone. gotta run away. I'm not staying to find out what's gonna happen. the only thing keeping me alive is rappin. I go my way, and that way, only I'm away from all those who looked down on me. Now I have a legacy. no one is getting the best of me. Why even try? looking at who I used to be, I was a mess. Now I say goodbye to the past behind me now I'll step into the future. Stress was dense intense offence was against people who arrest. but I still wonder what it would be like understood and misunderstood was common. so going back downhill.....