I been the town drunk and the neighborhood fiend But don't hold me responsible I'll be late 2 the scene If you got bad ideas Let's Do it I'm down But before things get serious Be sure I'm not around Screw Up Dumbass Nuisance Crazy! I just cant seem 2 get it I'm stupid and lazy Misfit Maniac Insane Junkie You know what they say the most Just get away from me Nothins ever been my fault I got infinite excuses It was an accident my bad I told you I was useless I'll just blame it on the system I can cuz I been thru it I've always been the victim Look at my bruises My apologies always get rejected ive already made 2 many amends You wanna straight answer 2 your question do I have 1 that depends I failed just 2 mention that I get on peoples nerves I need cognitive intervention and to be steadily reassured I'm starved fpr your Attention You better be listening to these words. Cuz I'll repeat myself repeatedly to make sure that I get heard I am mighty.... There's nobody like me ... Everyday 4 the rest of your life you'll remember my name I am mighty and you can hate me or like me But everyday you remain on this earth youll meet noone the same It can be misleading to believe That we all came from the dirt im not perfect but that seems like a curse Then Im reminded I deserve it every time that it hurts Even When I feel worthless then I still gotta search Learn my purpose maybe see what I'm worth I wont beleive what I heard and take releif in these words Because I look at me to see INSTEAD OF THINKING what I need to be cured Be redeemed in the church But that's never enough to Defeat the weakness and  urge Observe the real reason I can't be clean when it hurts So I can see what I forgot What was lost last time I turned or reversed They'll be in shock like they just watched  me leave in a hearse Hocus pocus magic potions Holy water cleanses oceans I gotta go before I know it Hard 2 catch if no-one throws it No regrets I know I chose it That's the reason I believe it she wanted drugs I gave her roses I'm always pickin up the people that will only put me down The Only chance i see my homies is when I show up or come around I can handle any moment if it's better or for worse Ready or not cant run or hide Here I come this is the search Need a spark well there's a hero and He comes from the dark Always beleives with heart He comes to finish the start I wonder Kill another agent I could see em comin they don't know what they went Pay attention 2 the music See a champion emerge Can't be discouraged All the lies were only cries I never heard I forgot remembered words Its absurd