Ayy, mmm My eyes closed, I don't wanna see My mind gone, I can't sleep I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat It's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't see My mind gone, I can't sleep I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat It's kinda hard being me D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N A real street nigga, but I got depression A lot of things really left my feelings hurtin' Just wanna please everybody, I'm not perfect I tried to do right and be your stepping stone But you ain't do right, you even did me wrong And I don't know which world that I'm standing on I just wanna be left in the room with microphones My dad held me on the couch when Mike was on Your feelings get hurt and then you get your typing on I miss my nigga you just know he got indicted, oh I just wanna see all my dawgs comin' home I'ma kill 'em, I'ma kill 'em, I'ma kill 'em And I'ma get three motherfuckin' rid of They say Lil Choppa, he be jiggin' in his riddim They say Lil Choppa, he be shootin' at his victims A lot of niggas tried to play and they got bodied And if I ever did you wrong, bitch, I'm sorry I pop the Percocets, I don't fuck with the molly I killed him, but I keep on shooting at his body My eyes closed, I don't wanna see My mind gone, I can't sleep I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat It's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't even see My mind gone, I can't even sleep I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat It's kinda hard being me They gon' hate me 'til I die, I gotta live with that I gave that bitch my fuckin' heart, I want my feelings back I always keep this shit 100, bae, how real is that? I know this shit get tangled up because our strings attached, mmm-mmm And I been just thinkin' 'Bout the best times of my life The best times of my life Best times of my life Think about the, think about it The best times of my life The best times of my life I just wanna go and see the light I could just look inside your eyes And tell that you tryna kill my vibe I don't fuck with you, you're a lie Knew it was a hit and deny All my niggas shoot, not the sky We be aimin' at you, we don't cry We ain't stoppin' violence 'til you die Lord knows, on Jesus Christ My eyes closed, I don't wanna see My mind gone, I can't sleep I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat It's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't even see My mind gone, I can't even sleep I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat It's kinda hard being me My eyes closed, I can't even see My mind's gone, I can't even sleep I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat It's kinda hard being me