lord i just want make to the four im on my knees on the flour , look dreams com tru aint rushing through came to eat wheres my meal didn't cam for a seat didn't cam for a battle i cam for a collab back to tha lab still praying for sj hoping shes doing better same stuff that i lost my grandpops to 2013 , 13 smoking weed poping pills drinking liquor didn't know where to turn to then God change me into a new man new plan new lan new life new job new wife , then homies ask why , for God not the fame not the name not the game , an not the Glory either not the money neither got all i need cam to eat im hungry but they dont got what i need holy seed this is a holy pleed not bout to sit here an bleed i grew up with bruises grew up with struggles feel like i need some huggles praying last night ik i cant get fully saved without letting everything go fo sure so its back to the same outcome I know I'm going to overcome but this mountain that I haven't crossed I feel like it's a big loss I feel like I don't never get to sleep it's all turning and toss for a while I thought I was a boss felt like Rick Ross but I know I got to look over my past cuz I know I can't find safety and the big cloud of smoke that I used to blow all the buzz from the liquor and all of the nicotine in my system from all all tha Vapes I know it's not going to work if I keep on living like this it's time that I pull out with a dis dis satan dis evil an if you are my own blood i love you but dis you too because i cant kepp living and the shadows of the night saying that I'm living right but I'm doing wrong from long ago I can still remember the words that an was told to me I got to move on and I just want to make it to the four better yet let me make it to the floor I came to eat I came to get a meal but it's nothing that these members can deal I'm looking for something that is very spiritual real I didn't come here to kill I came here to help heal Lord I am a vessel and I'm going to keep working as a vessel