I know I made mistakes, a lot of things I regret They don't know how it feels, all they see is the fame They try to dirty your name What if you were me and what if I was you? Maybe you'd see what I go through I'm looking up but my sky ain't blue I just see dark I say my prayers, I ask for forgiveness No, I'm not perfect I promise I'll try, I promise I'll cry Sometimes I feel like I'm not even alive But my heart's still beating So I must be tripping My father was a ghost but I still wanna forgive him I know a lot of you can relate to this song 'Cause it came from my heart, just know that you're not alone I know a lot of you can relate We need a help before it's too late I look in the mirror and I feel the shame 'Cause maybe I'm the one that caused myself this pain I wear a shell of armour 'Cause I've been stabbed in the back so many times Those really God left for me, that's always on my mind I know I got my flaws, I know I told some lies I know I probably seem like I was the devil in disguise Do you know how it feels when you got nobody? You keep it all inside 'cause you got nobody To really tell how you feel And express how it kills Every moment of your day And you just wanna fly away Shit, I just popped all these pills Shit, I just pulled the trigger Shit, I just hold on to my kids, get older and bigger I don't know, can somebody tell me now 'Cause the devil's reaching out And he's telling me to take myself ou