Aye Constantly stuck n my head Feeling like I’m better off dead But if I fuck up now I won’t get the crown I deserve Lost n my thoughts that shit hurts Y’all don’t get it this shit eating me Alive every minute Of every day All I feel is pain Maybe grab a razor blade Slit my wrist till I can’t feel pain This shit becoming a routine Kinda scares me We are not the same I’m fighting for my life when you sipping Champagne Kinda feels like I’m at my end game So if I die tonight just know I ain’t afraid I lived my life in the worst ways Always n a dark place Fighting these demons till my head ache