I take my time because there's no one worth competing. I'm doing this shit for me cause that's how it's supposed to be. I've made many mistakes I'm not proud of but letting you go wasn't one of em. you think I won't make it but I will. I know I'm far from perfect and thata fine keep on hustling and bustling this life is mine. I smile even with tears behind my eyes, its just part of the climb. I climb these rocks with cuts and bruises but i am everything you are not. I have learned to keep moving forward no matter what and follow my gut. try playing with me u won't win cause I ain't the one. my insides are squirming as I think of everything my hard work is earning. college bound with an end goal. going over the rainbow for the pot of gold. it doesn't matter what other people think and say it's my turn to change the scoreboard and play. I am moving along like I should and doing everything you never could. a mother's love is supposed to be stronger than revenge and childish grudges. me having nothing to say has obviously pushed ur buttons. but imma keep struttin a smile on my face as I try to get thru each day. the anxiety pushing me further and my stomach clenches as I begin to feel worser my life is the lyrics I put in I am the composer and I will stay this way even as I get older. my thoughts may sometimes be out of order but I ain't my disorder. pushing myself past the limits as I try to be the idealistic person I am creating. strength and love is more than enough.