chillin in the house with my dog and shes vicious with my grandma she retired plugged in like an outlet she cant say a legal word about her job or stacks, bitch now we rich and im used to rapping using up my whiteness bet you couldnt guess i used to run my town and then I quit only big promotions were the meth game, hitter or to strip so i counted options found a fourth one then i fucking dipped swear they miss my business dope game went to shit soon as I left purity and honesty, integrity in self seeing things and knowing things learning just by yourself internet and cyber leagues to NFTs and mysteries leaving up no trace, no information did not get to me loudly recieved calling that my christmas tree because family means all to me but my family dont care for me they say I use too much respectully i disagree, i been solitary since elementry, bullied but struck back (the key), world has always had it out for me the key words are "i think" did so many things that were good for me i grew my cheese and browsed wedding rings I met the streets and they met me i aint ever going back not even if it was free Felt incomplete until suddenly a younger me clicked with victory and i realized that already i won My mind-killing pain and trauma in my back was almost gone, and the painkillers could be done for, finally not numb My family could see me as their real oldest son and my younger brothers, all 4 of them had a way out of older bonds Eldest but not only son, and it's clear I'm one of one, my ex girl dont pick up her phone no more so the worst half of me is gone We came so far together in her fire I was stuck all alone when we're together, why she play chess while I roll blunts It's too bad we can't recover soon you'll know how far ive come She gave me her mental illness just to watch me fight it off I gave her independence and she turned into the local slut Fuck that luck Fuck that luck She isnt a good look for my young independent Mug