Look I ... Never ever wanted it to go this way Laugh at my face girl why u hate why listen the bullshit me and u went thru all the hate just grew what happened to u Listen... yup ay what is going on today I see Ryder is on Ur brain an I know a lot of things and one of em is that he hates me and I know nothing eh me and u make eye contact but do not say a thing probably cuz of the look on his face does it have to go this way No... but things that can't be solved go wrong maybe I should put them in this song all I know is the hate needs to stop before I go bezerk not and Ryder get popped yah girl u so hot ah.. swear to lord that I got ya fuk Rhder cuz he is an outsider he gave Me heat so I play with the fire the sizzles make me higher but I want to be high wit u I am sorry yah... look i... never ever wanted it to go this way girl laugh at my face why do u hate i... took all the things I went thru what happened to me and u listen he's so fake I did not have to go this way... Listen... I loved from day one me and u under the sun we could of had fun but he treats u like his dad but I could u things u never had at least I am not controlling the luv he has is trolling it is going into the ground without a sound and u go back no matter where he is at what is up with the and expect me not to cry my head is up to the sky the pills could make me die, but I want to give a Rari and luv u wholeheartedly I luv ari and I am so sorry ah... Listen... look I... never ever wanted it to go this way he laughed at my face and that hate I can't replace i.. love u anyway girl I'm sorry I luv u ari I just hope u know Listen...