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Keep it repeat repeat In my mind yes I'm listening listening Pick my demons up one by one by their ears please Make sure to turn em so they face me Why you all sitting there looking so scared geez You think you got what it takes to step in my shoes let's trade feet Hahaha bitch it's what I done told ya see You so fucked up looking underneath all those shadows see Interchangeable reality now that's quite a fabricated mentality Like this or not I couldn't give a fuck less These mother fucking maggots been eating my chest, flip the switch turn it around on them open my mouth with a grin and have them insect bitches running screaming "alright alright you win!" Failure scared to come near me But it ain't for the reason you think This is just a way for me to vent these Emotions that came and over took me But I know evert step every countless opportunity I was born for you and not me Those are the thoughts that I allowed to ruin me Because of how I cared pursuing it too deeply I left an open wound bleeding out of me While you carried the load of every tear felt every scream that ever came out of me I am so very sorry for how I let the hatred into my body I couldn't understand how much you truly love me And I thought that if I wanted you,you would always and forever want me I feel a lot better getting these words mixed in with the beats Bc music has always been such a part of me I am so blessed to be able to lay these down methodically But you could only maybe feel a tiny bitty part of me And hey look at yourself in the mirror before you fall asleep I love you and then repeat

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