trying to get a little bit of patience minds been playing games i ain't trying to fake it. I've been stuck in my head as of lately hoping that a mericl can com along and save me maybe, its because i ain't been praying maybe, its because i ain't been saying everything i want to say i put it in a bottle i can hold back at least tell tomorrow. because im damned if i do and im damned if i don't. they want me to talk, at least until i do then i realized the it wasn't the move now im feeling so stupid and that is the truth. these people around me got no motivation im feeling it seeping that my observation or maybe im scared of the smiles im faking leave me alone with my thoughts and my hatred im heaven bound. at least tell he tells me to turn around. oh fother please, where im i going wrong im stuck in a loop and the road is long im trying to be the best butt fother im tired im needing rest May I lay my head unless it's a test in that case I digress I'm gonna to push on I'm gonna to be strong I'm gonna to be the guy that they rely on. this is my truth and this is my song this is the reason i shall climb on climb on climb my horse and fall off I'll wipe my wounds with an old cloth bodies strong but my soul's soft