Fear Where I Belong

Drowning in expectations I want to be But the fear of changing creeps in Is changing a sin? Should I stay me? How the fucking fuck should I change?! I feel like fear is where I belong! Want to be a better version of me I'm someone I prefer not to be I don't feel close to proud I can't kill the damned sound Is fear really where I belong? Blisters cover my brain They tell me how I should be Tell me to toughen up That it's the past Then why do I feel so much pressure on my chest A ghost sitting on my chest? Attached to me, feeling better then me I want to be someone else False alarm, pull on my arm And drag me in Take my hate, take away my fight, take my pain I hide I'll never stop it My skin doesn't feel home Let me be asleep untill I know who I am I'm not so perfect as I appear to be Broken inside