Curtains closed

where i left of was just a cough i just dont know when the lights will turn on until then i am stuck here telling my life story with no categories even no one to feel sorry cause my life is the darkness challenges just become a harness they get stuck to you and make your fire burn you just want turn it is not anyone's corncern just really turns you into a monster you are so agressive they just try to be possesive of everything you have just try to cut in half and take everything away it is a burden everyday the curtins just close you just try to open them and they close again it just drives insane to the point you are crying in pain cut your skin day and again gets hard to contain but it goes into your brain stuck there forever and you are alone stuck in the darkness with no escape