This Christmas I gave you my heart A month later you tore it apart And I tried and I tried Didn’t get a good start Start on the gas Puff puff and passs I don’t drive, you’d have to revive me Because I’m still dippin recovery Amsterdam in my dash, Santa coming I’m being real bad They ruined the magic when I was missing my dad my dad did dark shit up in the attic When you walk in your lungs Feel asthmatic And the emv been going static Santa’s a ghost Yeah, all of us are becoming alone again Seperenta around my tree Call it garland Heart really darkened,soul now bargained Christmas ain’t fun to the ones that are orphaned remember when I was asking for toys now I’m saying happy really destroys get me anything get me deployed deployed to my space, I call it home Not a place you can see with your eyes It’s a place where I go At my all time high seeing stars in the sky, I see the lights now my mom tell me I don’t need to be high now Shh I need to be high all the time I’m sorry I spent all my dimes got you something atleast this shit brings my peace So I won’t be gone for Christmas ag Last year I was put up in a pit where they asked me if I wanted to commit I do, I do all the time did you all want me to tell a lie Tell a lie. Again and again.