sleep

mom makes me read my THOUGHTS just because they make me do it and I can't be in them. I want you to like me in your head and you don’t understand me, as if I wasn’t in my life and I don’t know what to do next, I will wait for you and You won’t be able to forget me. You don't know me and you don't have to. And I don't want to be your world in this world or not me. I want to live in this world and it seems to me that I want to be with you. But I can not be close to all people and be a man. But I don't know why this is happening and why I feel so bad. And I just want to be next to him and be next to you and with him I can’t fall asleep and wake up with him next to me. I want to sleep and all this time I want to sleep and I want to lie and cry in my head like I don't know what to do next. And how can I get out of bed or go outside in the dark. I'm sick of it all hear