Nothing to lose (20:26)

people deny what they live for and they live for dying they don't even know what to lie for every time I wake up I think of God every time I wake up I think it's right or your m************ lie to God you die b**** watching slow and burning hell b**** now and then as well and real now then it's real and then time my body are you in the maze you going to be A I can't stand what you done to me I can't believe what I'm going to see I can't see anything when I want to play and denial of my life up want to go and change I'm satisfied cuz my mom says f****** same I don't understand why I'm never change but you m************ better watch out for me thinking about I'm going to make it f****** around with me now you don't take it time is up boy listening to myself and my clown boy I wish I could help you Lord forgive me on my sins and not taking poor on the block it's hot I'm going to make the drive I'll pop it out the car with my shotgun I hoping they're not kill you and your son you take your way my pride where the f****** gun now crying to the local evening never see me crying never on leave I'm a real gangster throwing up to pee don't understand what I'm trying to explain straight through your brain f*** you and your f****** game don't turn your back on God I hope you know it's coming real fast and I'll let you know that I'm the one you chose for please forgive me Lord for everything I've ever done to make you hit me I try to take away the pain everything my boss coming to spice never let me in my eyes never want to tell another f****** lie please give me but