you not A puppet To Your Games I feel like My life is a game of snakes &ladders , fake friends that play as snakes and i get ladders that are made out of crackers. its like i always roll my dice on triple 6 so i feel lucky ,run up those stairs just to see that it was a devils trick, i dont know what im after , but i know my hope gets shattered as i enter his palace and my mind gets splattered . im tired of trying to forget the past everyone is trying so hard to erase, i just want to go back to the place where i felt safe where ,i didnt have my demons to face ,i was free and Im not sure what im supposed to do to get this feeling replaceD i wake up and im back on number one, how im supposed to climb to a fucking hundred, are You kidding me ? Yo whats wrong ? I cant find anything to write this song damn , all my weapons are gone? maybe ,instead of sword I need to use my pencil ,just try and remember , write down everything that happened . ,instead of an armor Iv got to use my paper write these lines in hopes they will kill You later Then I beg it kills the parts in me instead cuz they still think im to blame the parts in me that still thinks I was stupid for not understanding rules of Your game pause ? ,You have lost Your flame ,look at what You became i hope it was worth all the pain all the blame to now live in memories and shame. i stand up, flip the table erase Your name , and I scream: fuck Your game. just trust me when I say That You are not alone , Theres so many of us hurting,wishing to be home please , I pray that You are able keep hope. This life is hard but We just need to keep going ,with time You get to see more as You get older , You learn to open Your folder, You learn to use "whatever" in Your way, So Just please keep going, ill be here waiting,writing, hoping that writing and reminding, will give Us power of growing, and just by thinking that- im smiling ☺ YEAH I know . im struggling a lot myself , everytime i feel like I have learned the rules of the game ,i wake up, read Her messege and get setback ,is it already a new game ? How I didnt notice that change ? now You got new claims ,and Im confused on what Your aim is. damn what a shame,i thought im about win this Game ,get back my name , get it framed with the flames of your disgrace. what a fuck? but how? floor is lava now ? i look at whats left of my slippers and laugh, i cant even leave my house now. wow. Well thats a blow, What did You expect Tho ? See. sometimes You got to understand when to stop playing , When the risk is too big for the price You are paying.