i keep calling you must be busy as the world. Jesus can you come save me oh please someone answer me it's like I know you can hear me but your voices must be like I'm in a black hole. I gave up me for you like you did too. but now I'm drowning i needed to know, I guess beau knows nothing just alone knight and day I know I see signs I left a clue hidden its forgotten and still I remain falling and confuzed I must have found it, I guess somehow I ask where did I lose must have searched a higher purpose it just was everything I lost control where's the ground am I really falling I must have walked a million miles or am I flying so fast I can't grasp it I really forgot me. and it seems there's no time to save. the lights get briggter and the vibrations r so beautiful. I search and search I look at me through the mirrors n the light refections I can see my wings they glow and illuminate like snow in a cold dark winter they still brighten a morning star as far as an eagle can see. how did I get here. i was so beautiful but now I'm broken momma you can't save me. I guess I must face the truth. I'll never reach my potential. wings for the world still they can't see them if all this potential is wasted in the fall I'm never going to be saved this must be eternal hell. I'm the fall of the fall. never reaching a new beginning and the end. how did I get to be so dark inside. take all the mirrors away. lucipher has fallen with shame you can return but I cannot so let me put it out on the table. it was like one day I woke up