im not okay i do everything in my power to see you smile ill do miles and miles just to see you smile im lonely on my own since im one three now im one eight and i regret so much things tell me whats wrong with me im drowning deep in that hole that is stuck in me rip to the ones who disapeared too quicly i miss them so i take perkis i can feel this feeling that telling me to leave but i cant let go so easely its the way im feeling every day i struggle i take meds till i fall on the floor baby come and take my hand im trapped inside my head violets are blue the blood was red i know ill be dead just wait a couple years