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•05 Dec 2022
Check it out y’all… I back with another one…hope yall can feel this.… shit …it’s me…again big time recovery….on the street…It’s ….2022…Call me big skeet…laying on…..800 count…silk sheets… naw I’m not done…. definitely..not finished…. This is not for the faint….or for the weak….about to Drop my shit in… faithfully…go…super hot…on this…beat….like the greatest of all time… I’m the GOAT…..not the black sheep….with no water…straight to the soul…with this fire … (no soda) no cut….no whip (straight raw recovery mix on the beat) All fire… just gonna get to the realness….of this disease….ima bout to kill this (flow) murder… murder….straight crack…with rhymes….plenty…of heat….no spoon & no stove...hard won work…intelligence …an dedication… with pure strength….without any justifications…..so I can breathe….my open mind an brutal honesty…. Got me of the street…put me on this road…when I was at the end of the road … it’s all gains for me ….no more suffering….Now I’m up to beat… loving myself…. getting….to know myself…..being successful is what I need………..To….. be a real human being….I’m the one that I love ….I was stuck in the shadows of hell… trapped in the mud…without any means….no selflove…..to seek help of any kind to get clean…I was lost….an struggling …I was starving Stagnet living…. on the street… jail’s an institutions i survived…most certain death was to coming for my life.. I come from so far from the above…Like a alien,I’ve been out of this world…complacent..stranded about to self destruct Outcasted, alienation… From the depths of hell… an to heaven Ive seen…I watched my spirit an soul bleed…the devil really had its grip ahold of me … contemplating my life with a knife…. Every night Lucifer was taking my soul daily…All for the nickel…I hung with the tricks…& users…drug dealers… killers….alcohol drugs were demons… they had me shaking…debating…..murder murder murder… Is it worth staying…..kill ya self…..is what it was saying……quit thinking… just do it…..quit playing….. the whispers I heard…in my ears…an head was crazy…. Then life changed in a blink of a eye…..all a sudden god came….straight from the sky…. Flashed my life right before my eyes…i call it the nick of time…..death was coming…..it was on the corners I was living standing on….back against the wall… I tried to remain tall… I was a deadman walking….. with a target on my back… an hit on my head…thank god I didn’t get put to rest…walking around soulless…empty inside I had nothing left…. with no heart… an chip on my shoulder…. But yet god rose… remained at my side he loved me so much to pull me out from under….all my anguish N troubles an pain…!the grief caused my self is where I constantly stayed… He pushed me…shoved me…..loved me into his ways I finally found a escape straight to safety… God almighty pulled a rocka by baby… where I could finally pray… an remain safe to take everything away… so many fears I faced…. I Made a heart felt decision… i wept like a baby…..tears of joy……that he helped keep….me awake……:so forever Great full an thankful for The mercy he shed …on me… Now I have light…… an can see the brightness……at the end of each day…..with a soul……and spirit that is now…..wide awake… but To devils that tried to lead me astray…..you can never….have my life…like you tried to take……each an every day…..I will forever pray…to my higher power…each day….as Blessed as I am……I’m just one slip away….I will never take it for granted… like I did back in the day……you will always be my rock… my best friend… still to this present day.. You helped uplift me… shift…an shape me…you change my life…I swore to myself that…….if I believed in you id be…crazy… but yet you…..still saved me…… now I’m stronger an better than ever….. before…..I thank your lord for allowing my days…..
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Check it out y’all… I back with another one…hope yall can feel this.… shit …it’s me…again big time recovery….on the street…It’s ….2022…Call me big skeet…laying on…..800 count…silk sheets… naw I’m not done…. definitely..not finished…. This is not for the faint….or for the weak….about to Drop my shit in… faithfully…go…super hot…on this…beat….like the greatest of all time… I’m the GOAT…..not the black sheep….with no water…straight to the soul…with this fire … (no soda) no cut….no whip (straight raw recovery mix on the beat) All fire… just gonna get to the realness….of this disease….ima bout to kill this (flow) murder… murder….straight crack…with rhymes….plenty…of heat….no spoon & no stove...hard won work…intelligence …an dedication… with pure strength….without any justifications…..so I can breathe….my open mind an brutal honesty…. Got me of the street…put me on this road…when I was at the end of the road … it’s all gains for me ….no more suffering….Now I’m up to beat… loving myself…. getting….to know myself…..being successful is what I need………..To….. be a real human being….I’m the one that I love ….I was stuck in the shadows of hell… trapped in the mud…without any means….no selflove…..to seek help of any kind to get clean…I was lost….an struggling …I was starving Stagnet living…. on the street… jail’s an institutions i survived…most certain death was to coming for my life.. I come from so far from the above…Like a alien,I’ve been out of this world…complacent..stranded about to self destruct Outcasted, alienation… From the depths of hell… an to heaven Ive seen…I watched my spirit an soul bleed…the devil really had its grip ahold of me … contemplating my life with a knife…. Every night Lucifer was taking my soul daily…All for the nickel…I hung with the tricks…& users…drug dealers… killers….alcohol drugs were demons… they had me shaking…debating…..murder murder murder… Is it worth staying…..kill ya self…..is what it was saying……quit thinking… just do it…..quit playing….. the whispers I heard…in my ears…an head was crazy…. Then life changed in a blink of a eye…..all a sudden god came….straight from the sky…. Flashed my life right before my eyes…i call it the nick of time…..death was coming…..it was on the corners I was living standing on….back against the wall… I tried to remain tall… I was a deadman walking….. with a target on my back… an hit on my head…thank god I didn’t get put to rest…walking around soulless…empty inside I had nothing left…. with no heart… an chip on my shoulder…. But yet god rose… remained at my side he loved me so much to pull me out from under….all my anguish N troubles an pain…!the grief caused my self is where I constantly stayed… He pushed me…shoved me…..loved me into his ways I finally found a escape straight to safety… God almighty pulled a rocka by baby… where I could finally pray… an remain safe to take everything away… so many fears I faced…. I Made a heart felt decision… i wept like a baby…..tears of joy……that he helped keep….me awake……:so forever Great full an thankful for The mercy he shed …on me… Now I have light…… an can see the brightness……at the end of each day…..with a soul……and spirit that is now…..wide awake… but To devils that tried to lead me astray…..you can never….have my life…like you tried to take……each an every day…..I will forever pray…to my higher power…each day….as Blessed as I am……I’m just one slip away….I will never take it for granted… like I did back in the day……you will always be my rock… my best friend… still to this present day.. You helped uplift me… shift…an shape me…you change my life…I swore to myself that…….if I believed in you id be…crazy… but yet you…..still saved me…… now I’m stronger an better than ever….. before…..I thank your lord for allowing my days…..
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