I broke my back

I broke my back,my back is broken 2× It's spinal my back is broken I'm sick and tired of begging niggas, always feeling like somebody gotta carry they weight.i work hard to make my figures,i can get you a job that'll help you get paid.really dont want to hear the sob,might rub off me have me broke the same way.develop homeless desires,sleeping under a bridge saying thats your new place.trying to find a food drive,stomach touching your back trying to get yourself a plate.part of the reason why I wrote this,just food for thought now let that marinate.now my back is feeling broken,and you don't give a fk I realize that,s my mistake.you can lead a horse to water,but it ain't no way that you can make him drank.had to say it in that order,got nothing upstairs dawg to even try to think.i got kids and you a grown man,Aint my responsibility to make sure you done ate.you not trying to help yourself,so how can I and that is my debate.i Wouldnt lend you no money,so you turned Str8 opps and started expressing hate.