had to get some shit off my chest prod by Frxde written, mixed and mastered by me. I ain't never been your super man, and if I'm being quite honest ain't felt super man. So drunk at the bottom of this bottle I can't seem to stand. Hit it out the park but they don't seem to stand. Idk if I'd even feel happy with a hundred grand. I don't even think I'd be happy when I'm In demand. Why didn't I od when I was in the stands, innocent of your shit but you could never understand. I walked a million miles just to see you send it back. You talk like you walked it mad, but you ain't never had my back. When it comes down to it better not cry when I hit the crash. Might just die with my soul up on the dash, living wild cuz I don't get the past. Cuz that's that shit that never lasts. Put my pride behind my lies cuz "I'm not sad" Blame it on my sanity A slave to my vanity, Feel empty like a cavity. Pacify my apathy I don't get why you're mad at me. Guess I lack the energy for all this shit. You made your play but I'm calling it. I dug a grave and now I'm falling in. 911, prolly shoulda called it in. But Ive never been a fan of pretending like you give a shit. Meet the tree like it placed a bit, that's 95 on the interstate. Cocaine snot in the cabinets. Pain like a window so I shattered it, expectations huh you can suck a dick. Whiskey neat got me sinking in, the bottom of this hole feels like it's definite. The sounds of disapproval deafening. Wrench my guy because I'm sick of it. A craftsman with the oovie, shoot a movie thats kapernick. I downed the bottle so no need for cappin it Hit the blunt then I'm ashing it, why the fuck I gotta suffer yeah I'm asking it. I need answers fuck your character, my life my ore like a characture. Pass me dying, thoughts are prying. I'm still trying, you all eying. Guess depression fuels the ire, might just raise the iron. All this talent wasted if it don't reach a Zion. Every night I go to sleep crying. Enough rope couldn't touch the mounts I'm climbing. But hey, you don't recognize it. I don't even recognize me. Treated me like I'm a side piece, ashamed of the trauma you see me living. Like that makes sense. My craft the only thing that's passionate. I wonder where compassion went, out the window like my time was spent. On my Business, like I'm minding it Sanity hah good luck finding it, time biding till the sun sets. Feel nothing when the sun sets, wonder I'm I'm just too broken for risking it. Maybe there's a point but I'm missing it. #rapfame #rapshame #fire #emotional #rawlyrics #LJN #locoent #trollgang #bmbest #bmvideo #featured #featureworthy #free #spotify #unsigned #unreleased #realhiphop #dying #suicide #cloudrap #indie #underrrated #newwave #wavy #fwm