~ My Demons Became Dear VOL. #1 {Intro-Hook} demons lurking all around, checking every corner, Before I turn walk down, they're rolling inbound, I see them all around, yea you know I know, I see the world for all I know, Wouldn't wanna see it clearer looking through this hole, You wouldn't believe all that i ponder,And the secrets I hold { Verse 1} I hear them talking about a bite, Talking about stalking in the night, Look towards the skyline at midnight, running through the dark night demons Arive, keep your heart out of enemies reach, keep it under lock & key Beneath all of our seams, I hear the hidden screams, The broken dead dreams, Theyll feed off of your frowns, Finding them all downtown, trying to steal your crown, Stay uptown stick to your ground, Look all around be profound, { Verse 2} Keep killin em with kindness, While you walk down this road, Don't be blinded, Open your eyelids, ill Give you guidance, Remember to stay aware, Keep your third eye awoke, Promise just always beware, If not they'll hear you choke, They will feed off you, tell you finally ah fold, Going all the way down, Might just sell my soul, Yeah six feet ina ground, yea My heart i just sold, try to not makea sound, Hold everything you love close, Open your third eye never fold, Keep ahold of hope, because {Hook} demons lurking all around, checking every corner, Before I turn walk down, they're rolling inbound, I see them all round, I can't be nobody else, I see the world for all I know, Wouldn't wanna see it as anything else, Looking through this hole, You couldn't believe all I ponder, And all the weakness i hold { Verse 3} If you ever feel alone, Sitting alone at home, Feeling your soul is cold, they told you ur fake like Styrofoam, Said that shit right to your face You're not alone I been there bro, When you just wanna grow, Yet these people just blow, blow up on you through your phone, they say shit like, I'll be right there for you, but they never seem to care for you, Tell you that they care for you, Say when you need em, That they'll give their air to you, Say when you need em, say shit like "I'll be there 4 you", Say when you need em, But you know that they don't care for you, Say when you need em, But never actually ever there for you, Hold onto me throughout the night, Cuz tonight could be the night, That I decide to just die, { Verse 4} You know they hear, They're not around a bad zone, But they just don't care, That your at home alone, Looking at the ceiling, Scrolling through your phone sick of these feelings, Placing a bet but against my soul, Wondering who'd care if I even fold, Who'd bother to even fuckin show, Will they think Im bold the demons in the distance needed a friend so My body & mind became it's home, They told me "they'd be my friend youll never be alone" but then they took my soul, They'll never leave me tell the end, untell im finally dead they'll live inside my head, I tried to reach out to my friends, they were never near, So my demons became dear, They've always been right here, {Hook} Yea you know, I know.. demons lurking all around, checking every corner, Before I turn n walk down, they're rolling inbound, I see them all around, yea you know I know, I can't be nobody else, I see the world for all I know, Wouldn't wanna see it clearer Looking through this hole, You wouldn't believe all I ponder, And all the secrets I hold Yea you know, I know.. { Verse 5} They were my only friends, For so many of my years, Stuck around through so many of my fears, Who all has fears? who all sheds tears? who all fears future years? i do i cried these tears, in fear survived these years, in tears slipping into the gears, i feared I tried to reach out to my friends I was reaching out to my friends, I guess no one heard the tears, I guess no one understood my plans, I hope in the end they'll attend, I made sad misunderstood fans, Hoping to make sense of it in the end, All I could see was my agony All I felt was years of tears, I just needed something else to feel, I just needed something that actually felt real, I'm tired of feeling this pain, i think I finally went insane, It stays inside of my brain, tell the end of my day I guess I'll never be alone again, My demons are now my only friends, They'll stick around through tell the ends { Verse 6} Forever N always tell I finally ascend, sick of hiding my scares, Can no longer pretend, i'm now ready to attend Alright ready make amends Alright steady meet friends Yea, i know you know, Yea you said it, You'd take me at my worst, I guess I made you regret it, Those were your last words, I'll make you wanna reset it, Make you wish you never said it, Now I know you just let it, let's bet it {Hook} Yea you know, I know.. demons lurking all around, checking every corner, Before I turn n walk down, they're rolling inbound, I see them all around, yea, you know I know, I can't be nobody else, I see the world for all I know, Wouldn't wanna see it clearer Looking through this hole, You wouldn't believe all I ponder and the secrets I hold Yea you know, I know.. { Verse 7} That I'm bleeding, Looking for a reason, Tired of trying to find a meaning, I feel my feet leaning, I can feel these feet lifting beneath, I know you don't mean it, Yea you know I know, how could you not see it How could you not mean it, Hold me tell you don't mean it You told me you'd never leave me Told me you'd never let me fall, now who can i depend on to call when i extend and fall, Now im a leaf in the fall, Decending into the dark dull, Feeling my demons crawl, Please can you hear my call, Tonights the last overall, Wish I never told em at all, {Verse} Starp on your armor, Looking through this hole, I Questioned all all i see, My IQ isn't that high N yet I still believe, You couldn't believe all I ponder, Its not as easy for you like it is for me, i pondered about the unknown wonders, Always Over looking everything, i searched to find the truth and meaning for life. I seen what's hidden underneath, open your eyes you too can see beneath I searched deep into the depths of the sea, I lived through all the scenes, please, You wouldn't know what I mean tell you listen to me preach, Third eye points of views, already paid all of my dues, That's why I see from others views, Because I've been in those shoes, {Outro-Hook} Yea you know, I know.. demons lurking all around, checking every corner, Before I turn n walk down, they're rolling inbound, I see them all around, yea you know I know, I can't be nobody else, I see the world for all I know, Wouldn't wanna see it clearer Looking through this hole, You couldn't believe all I ponder, And all the secrets I hold Yea you know, I know..