2 dollars in my wallet depressed Back then I made it young impressive But now am living in fear I got no more friends Hold by the sphere of failure I deal on drugs A drug baron I lost my soul My body a husk I remember when I dream of being elon musk The world lost it color I live in black and white Nobody to blame only my self My friends forsake me Family the same thing I feel empty No reason to live Those days I lodged in tulip Right now am a lunatic Help find me again Cause am lost A soul who lost every reason to live My worldview is shattered Am living on the dark side This feels like a dream Am sick of it Sadly no medicine for regrets Standing on the rooftop of the 55th building Ready to end this filthy living Lastly I fell Tumbling in the air Then the shrill The screech The siren The screaming Finally peace in the dark The grave written Alonso Goodbye lost soul Meet you beyond