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Pause beat)Why do I stay home and hide. Alone and cry by my bedside. Oh I Once Contemplated suicide Unstable thought I die. Uncapable of keeping hope alive. Hopeless and recovery aside Losing every moment that I focused on and tried. Heart no longer open cause it's broken all inside. It's faced on and based on too many homicides. City wide. Why so many moments glorified. News won't let it slide they let it float Inside of every viewers mind.